08 December, 2004 | 5:33 p.m.
Blah.

Prom today!

As is customary in Norway (as opposed to the US, if I understand correctly), we don't go with dates, we just go with groups of friends. Just in case you were curious.

Also, I told Mom about the whole Berlin-thing. I'm not used to lying, and found out pretty quickly that I wasn't capable of keeping something like that from her, knowing I'd lied in her face. On several occasions. So I told her. And she was devastated. I've never seen her that upset before. And she wasn't even angry, she was just so disappointed and sad because she didn't think I could do such a thing. Well, Mom, neither did I.

As it turns out, she suspected it but was afraid I would be mad if she confronted me with it. Yeah. I feel like 100% pure shit right now, and I can only hope she will forgive me for this. She will probably never trust me like she used to ever again, but I'd rather live with that than having this nagging secret-thing feeling gnawing at me.

So there.

I need to go and drink something now. Hope prom will be fun. Good evening.

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