19 August, 2005 | 8:50 p.m.
Home Alone (Literally)

I've got internet connection! In my own apartment! Which I can lock and unlock with MY OWN KEY!!! I have my own key! That's major.

I'm sharing kitchen with two guys and a girl. I haven't seen the girl more than once, and the one guy is a crackhead, but the other guy's great, and he has a friend who I'm sadly developing a crush on.

But, obviously, I can't have a crush on him since I'm still together with H. And no, I haven't forgotten about him. I miss him like crazy, as a matter of fact. And he's going to call me tonight. Yay.

Everything is scary and new but fantastic at the same time. People are great, and we're all just so in the same place right now, new and alone and eager to make friends. I'm loving it here, although being separated from my mother (to whom I have a very close relationship, I think most of you know) was harder than I thought. It's going much better know, and I've already made some great friends.

Everything is shiny new here, it's fancy and grown-up and freaking me out. But yes, loving it.

This is it. MINE. Here I can lock myself in and be all by myself, without anyone intruding or feeling like I shouldn't be there. It's MINE, I can be there whenever I want. It sort of looks like a jail cell in this picture, but it's lovely and light and beautiful I swear.

This is my desk. In my room. It's my precious.

And this is our common room. Or, alternatively, kitchen.

And that's enough for now. Going into my neighbor's room to watch TV.

I'm very happy right now :)

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